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Riku114 said:
Oh yikes. Everything is a lot better now compared to three years ago. I dont specifically remember what exactly was three years cách đây because I dont have a good memory of my own life for mental health reasons, but honestly I was a huge mental health mess. Pretty much had no irl friends, didn't exist anywhere but offline, hated myself on the down-low, super depressed, bouncing from one co-dependent friendship to the next, and was pretty fucking depressed anytime I wasnt watching anime hoặc writing. Plus I was kinda just tổng thể thêm "Eh" about the future. Since then Ive started therapy, been processing past trauma, got my life fucking together, got my irl identity solidified, got into honestly one of the best relationships I could imagine being in, am active in the college band, found a passion of mine to follow through, in college and thus learning at a faster pace with harder(ish cause its freshmen năm and mostly review GEs) material, and honestly have a much better eating, sleeping, and work out routine then ever Plus Im able to build my skills and since Im on medication for anxiety and have gone through almost two years of therapy and been very focused on recovering - I am proud to say I am [mostly] recovered from most of the gallons of mental health shit I had before. I mean I still have them and I am still affected bởi it, but in comparison to the past its nothing Oh if I were to say something on the downside, I have Mất tích a few Những người bạn in the time and I dont live with my birds and am now long distance with my boyfriend but those are all minor in comparison.
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