For the first time in a while, I actually like something I've written, so if bạn want to, please review and tell me weather hoặc not I'm crazy. The story span out of the idea that Puck and Quinn had some sort of relationship after "Wheels" and kind of goes off on it's own from there. I should warn bạn that while it is a pretty fluffy in some parts, this is not exactly a happy fic, and the ending is, if it came out the way I wanted it to, pretty sad (I've never written a sad ending before, but I liked this ending far to much to change it.) Also, while this is not a songfic in the slightest (I sorta hate songfics...), if bạn are somebody who enjoys listening to âm nhạc while bạn read, I recommend "Braille" bởi Regina Spektor and "Bookends" Simon & Garfunkel, not because the songs have any involvement in the story, but because that's what I was listening too while nghề viết văn this, and the songs sorta put me in the right mindset (does that make any sense? I apologize if it doesn't)
As I'm sure bạn know, I do not own Glee.
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Stolen Nights
bạn tell him that Finns his best friend. It’s a lie.
Not the part about Puck and Finn being buddies, but the idea that it should matter at all in weather hoặc not bạn raise the baby with him. Because try as bạn might, even when Finn gets bạn the money, bạn can’t think of a real reason why you’re picking him over Puck.
It’s just the beginning.
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bạn and Puck start hanging out. A lot.
It starts on the first night that Mrs. Fabray notices her little Quinn’s gained a bit of weight, and bạn realized that not too long from right now, you’re going to have to tell them you’re with child. It’s inevitable, them learning, but somehow it still seems like it will be the end of the world, because once they know, this whole pregnancy thing is really happening.
(You are aware that this whole pregnancy thing has been going on for quiet a while now, but telling the parents is like the last thing on the “things to do when your sixteen and pregnant list”, because once it happens, bạn will finally be one hundred percent pregnant.)
It’s all far too much for bạn to handle on your own, so bạn call Puck, because bạn need to talk to someone and he’s the only one who really knows everything.
(That, of course, is an excuse for the fact that bạn actually just want to talk to Puck and no one else. Because of course bạn can’t want to talk to Puck, thus the need for an excuse.)
bạn call him up and bạn two end up hanging out in the parking lot of the nearest 7-Eleven, just talking about bạn and him and your unborn child. It’s nice. For once in your life, bạn don’t feel like bạn have to censer hoặc watch what you’re saying, because you’re pretty damn sure that no matter what comes out of your mouth, Puck will like bạn all the same.
bạn think bạn might be in tình yêu with this. Whatever “this” is.
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After six hand-holding incidences, ten passionate kisses, and two beautiful nights of lovemaking, your pretty certain that the only thing bạn can call this is a full fledged affair. It doesn’t feel like an affair though. It’s not dirty hoặc hot, and after having sex bạn don’t feel like a bad girl for cheating on your boyfriend. If anything bạn feel guilty after kissing Finn, (which bạn don’t do that often anyway) because Puck is the one who’s really been there for you, and if bạn should be kissing anyone, it’s him.
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“We could run away together” Puck says cheerfully one afternoon.
“Are you… insane?”
“No I’m not. Think about it Quinn, we could like, save up some money for a while, maybe even enough to buy a house out of Ohio. And then bạn and me and our daughter could just… leave.”
bạn feel bad, because he’s clearly put a lot of thought into this. bạn feel even worse though, because of what bạn have to say to him.
“No” bạn say bluntly.
“Why not?”
“… Because I’m doing this with Finn.” It’s not a very good reason, but it is a reason, and that’s what matters.
“Why.”
“Why what?”
“Why are bạn doing this with him?” he asks, and the look on his face isn’t even slightly cheerful anymore.
You’re not sure what to say, because bạn don’t really know why you’re doing this with Finn instead of Puck. bạn just are.
“Can we just… not talk about this right now?”
“No.”
And that, in short, is why bạn will always like him best.
Because he cares about you. He cares about bạn so much that he’s willing to make bạn mad. Your not sure if anybody’s ever cared about bạn that much.
But it’s still not enough.
“So, why are bạn doing this with him?” he asks again after a while.
“… Because I am.”
He doesn’t like it, but he respects it. That’s what’s important.
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bạn tình yêu your time with Puck, which is far thêm then bạn could ever say for Finn. Your time with Puck is special and romantic, and without a doubt the closest to perfect you’re ever going to get.
But that’s why bạn can’t do this with him. Because what bạn have it so perfect that bạn simply can’t risk it for what might happen if bạn raise the baby together.
(And again, it’s an excuse, because while bạn can’t think if a real reason to do this with Finn, bạn know that, in the end, that’s what you’re going to do. bạn don’t know why, but bạn know bạn will.)
bạn hope he understands.
(He doesn’t, but really, why should he?)
--
bạn and Puck are sitting on the hàng đầu, đầu trang of his truck in the middle of nowhere (because after the first kiss, bạn realize that hanging outside a 7-Eleven where anyone could see bạn was not going to work), just lying there, staring at the night sky, wishing it could be like this forever.
“I think I tình yêu you” he says.
bạn should have seen this coming; still, your tim, trái tim skips a beat.
“You know we can never be together” bạn say, not as much asking a câu hỏi as simply stating a fact.
“I know.”
“And that this is all we’re ever going to be.”
“I know.”
“And that I will go to my grave, swearing its Finn’s.”
“… I know.”
“Okay.”
bạn breathe in and out, small, almost nonexistent tears forming in your eyes.
“I tình yêu bạn too” bạn say, because bạn do, and because he’s the only one your not lying to, and bạn kind of like it that way.
“Okay” he says, sounding almost reassured.
He takes your hand in his.
And it’s sad.
(But then again, isn’t everything in your life?)
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How was it? To be honest, in my mind the ending was supposed to be much thêm bittersweet then sad that (which is what I think the fic is), but I do for some reason hoặc another kind of enjoy the way it turned out... As always, reviews are very much loved.
As I'm sure bạn know, I do not own Glee.
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Stolen Nights
bạn tell him that Finns his best friend. It’s a lie.
Not the part about Puck and Finn being buddies, but the idea that it should matter at all in weather hoặc not bạn raise the baby with him. Because try as bạn might, even when Finn gets bạn the money, bạn can’t think of a real reason why you’re picking him over Puck.
It’s just the beginning.
--
bạn and Puck start hanging out. A lot.
It starts on the first night that Mrs. Fabray notices her little Quinn’s gained a bit of weight, and bạn realized that not too long from right now, you’re going to have to tell them you’re with child. It’s inevitable, them learning, but somehow it still seems like it will be the end of the world, because once they know, this whole pregnancy thing is really happening.
(You are aware that this whole pregnancy thing has been going on for quiet a while now, but telling the parents is like the last thing on the “things to do when your sixteen and pregnant list”, because once it happens, bạn will finally be one hundred percent pregnant.)
It’s all far too much for bạn to handle on your own, so bạn call Puck, because bạn need to talk to someone and he’s the only one who really knows everything.
(That, of course, is an excuse for the fact that bạn actually just want to talk to Puck and no one else. Because of course bạn can’t want to talk to Puck, thus the need for an excuse.)
bạn call him up and bạn two end up hanging out in the parking lot of the nearest 7-Eleven, just talking about bạn and him and your unborn child. It’s nice. For once in your life, bạn don’t feel like bạn have to censer hoặc watch what you’re saying, because you’re pretty damn sure that no matter what comes out of your mouth, Puck will like bạn all the same.
bạn think bạn might be in tình yêu with this. Whatever “this” is.
--
After six hand-holding incidences, ten passionate kisses, and two beautiful nights of lovemaking, your pretty certain that the only thing bạn can call this is a full fledged affair. It doesn’t feel like an affair though. It’s not dirty hoặc hot, and after having sex bạn don’t feel like a bad girl for cheating on your boyfriend. If anything bạn feel guilty after kissing Finn, (which bạn don’t do that often anyway) because Puck is the one who’s really been there for you, and if bạn should be kissing anyone, it’s him.
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“We could run away together” Puck says cheerfully one afternoon.
“Are you… insane?”
“No I’m not. Think about it Quinn, we could like, save up some money for a while, maybe even enough to buy a house out of Ohio. And then bạn and me and our daughter could just… leave.”
bạn feel bad, because he’s clearly put a lot of thought into this. bạn feel even worse though, because of what bạn have to say to him.
“No” bạn say bluntly.
“Why not?”
“… Because I’m doing this with Finn.” It’s not a very good reason, but it is a reason, and that’s what matters.
“Why.”
“Why what?”
“Why are bạn doing this with him?” he asks, and the look on his face isn’t even slightly cheerful anymore.
You’re not sure what to say, because bạn don’t really know why you’re doing this with Finn instead of Puck. bạn just are.
“Can we just… not talk about this right now?”
“No.”
And that, in short, is why bạn will always like him best.
Because he cares about you. He cares about bạn so much that he’s willing to make bạn mad. Your not sure if anybody’s ever cared about bạn that much.
But it’s still not enough.
“So, why are bạn doing this with him?” he asks again after a while.
“… Because I am.”
He doesn’t like it, but he respects it. That’s what’s important.
--
bạn tình yêu your time with Puck, which is far thêm then bạn could ever say for Finn. Your time with Puck is special and romantic, and without a doubt the closest to perfect you’re ever going to get.
But that’s why bạn can’t do this with him. Because what bạn have it so perfect that bạn simply can’t risk it for what might happen if bạn raise the baby together.
(And again, it’s an excuse, because while bạn can’t think if a real reason to do this with Finn, bạn know that, in the end, that’s what you’re going to do. bạn don’t know why, but bạn know bạn will.)
bạn hope he understands.
(He doesn’t, but really, why should he?)
--
bạn and Puck are sitting on the hàng đầu, đầu trang of his truck in the middle of nowhere (because after the first kiss, bạn realize that hanging outside a 7-Eleven where anyone could see bạn was not going to work), just lying there, staring at the night sky, wishing it could be like this forever.
“I think I tình yêu you” he says.
bạn should have seen this coming; still, your tim, trái tim skips a beat.
“You know we can never be together” bạn say, not as much asking a câu hỏi as simply stating a fact.
“I know.”
“And that this is all we’re ever going to be.”
“I know.”
“And that I will go to my grave, swearing its Finn’s.”
“… I know.”
“Okay.”
bạn breathe in and out, small, almost nonexistent tears forming in your eyes.
“I tình yêu bạn too” bạn say, because bạn do, and because he’s the only one your not lying to, and bạn kind of like it that way.
“Okay” he says, sounding almost reassured.
He takes your hand in his.
And it’s sad.
(But then again, isn’t everything in your life?)
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How was it? To be honest, in my mind the ending was supposed to be much thêm bittersweet then sad that (which is what I think the fic is), but I do for some reason hoặc another kind of enjoy the way it turned out... As always, reviews are very much loved.