I could feel tears building up in my eyes and my hands started shaking
I have never heard him shout at me like that hoặc cry this much EVER, so I knew this was harder for him than for me
I quickly ran away up to my room and jumped into my giường and cried, You'd think after all of the crying i do their wont be anymore tears but there seems to always be more

Downstairs

Roc:Look josh bạn shouldnt have shouted at her like that she is trying to be strong for bạn and your just throwing it in her face,I know your upset and angry and scared but just don't take it out on her she doesn't deserve it
Josh:AND WHO ARE bạn TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO hoặc SAY TO MY OWN SISTER
Roc: Im a friend and I'd rather bạn take it all out on me than take it out on her
Josh: FINE THEN GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY MOTHERFUCKING HOUSE
He pushed roc out of the house and pushed him to the ground, he hit his face on the concrete giving him a nose bleed, he then. Punched him in the face and then slammed the door in his face

I ran downstairs because I heard the door slam, josh was sitting on the other side of the door with blood on his hands
Me:Josh where's roc, bạn didn't!!!
bạn ran to the front door to find Roc sitting on the step with his hand on his cheek and nose, his hand also covered in blood "Josh how could bạn do this to him"
Josh: Very easily actually just like how easy it is to plant a bomb on an innocent plane full of innocent people
I knew I shouldnt try and calm him down any further hoặc ill end up bleeding so I brought roc in and took him up to the bathroom

In the bathroom

Roc:Sorry Leah I've just made things worse haven't I
Me: No im sorry I didnt mean for bạn to get involved, it's just Josh has really bad anger issue's and no one can calm him down besides my dad and well *clearing throat* he's gone so I Dont know what to do,
Roc: how long does he usually stay like this for?
Me: A ngày but this is different its worse and the last time it got so bad that he nearly killed someone im Scared roc
Roc:Im here with bạn Dont be scared
Me:Look at what he's already done to you,What if he hurts bạn thêm hoặc me
Roc:He wont touch you, he loves bạn Leah,Don't forget that
Me:It seems as if whoever I tình yêu leaves, dies hoặc hates me right about now
Roc:I tình yêu bạn and im still here
Me: I dont know why bạn put up with me, No actually why do bạn put up with me? And my brother
Roc: First of all at least we know where bạn get your anger issue's from
Me: xin chào like your so perfect
Roc: O but I am
Me: Yeah I know.... Um anyway lets get bạn cleaned up
bạn cleaned him up and went downstairs into the phòng bếp, nhà bếp where josh was to find the whole of downstairs spotless and him cooking up the last bits for dinner, we walked over to the dining bàn and sat down
Me: Josh what are bạn doing?
Josh: Leah im really really sorry I was really angry I didnt mean to do all of what I did and im sorry, But I will make it up to bạn oh and Roc im sorry about the face and the throwing bạn out thing
Leah your right we do have to be strong and we will get through this together
Leah: Thank you
I ran up to him and gave him a huge hug "I tình yêu you"
Josh: I tình yêu bạn too