I was eating my fries and talking with the lad’s, when I noticed Liam and Julli talking. I noticed that her eye’s wear tearing up. I got up and went to check on her to see if she was alright when I saw her. I froze in my track’s and examined her beauty. She was sitting with her knees close to her chest. In her hand’s was a book. I couldn’t tell which book, she was wearing grey skinny jeans, with the cuff’s rolled up. A white tank top, with layers of ren on it, a navy blue cardigan, and navy blue tom’s. Her hair was jet black and wavy. She had her bang’s hanging out of the grey benie she was wearing. She was wearing nerdy glasses. Her lip’s looked so red. I realized I was still holding my fries and decided to sit with her. When I sat down, she pulled the book away from her face, and that’s when I got a good look at her face. She had little freckles and hazel eye’s that reminded me of liquid gold. Her lip’s didn’t shine, so I figured that she wore lip balm. She flashed me a smile and I felt my tim, trái tim flutter.
“Hi, im Joslyn.” she said. I noticed that I had been starring and blushed. I had never done that before. I looked at my fries and then back at her.
“ Im Zayn, what book is that?” I asked her.
“Bridge to terabithea , It’s my all time fave” she đã đưa ý kiến hiển thị me the cover.
“I’ve only seen the movie” I đã đưa ý kiến smiling back. She giggled and looked back down at her book, before popping a fry in her mouth. I laughed a bit when she chewed, it looked so cute. I threw a fry and the air and ate it.
“nice, bet I can go higher” she đã đưa ý kiến raising her eyebrow’s.
“or really? Then it’s a chalenge! Winner leaves with my autograph,” I đã đưa ý kiến flashing her another smile. Smiling around her felt so normal. She contemplated what I had đã đưa ý kiến for a bit in her head.
“mmmmm… no. Winner has to eat an ice cream cone in no thêm than….. Mmm.. 2 bites!” she said.
“ deal, get ready to have a massive brain freeze!” I đã đưa ý kiến as we began our chalenge.
I had noticed lines going across her thigh’s. I knew immediately what they were from. I took a ghế, chỗ ngồi across from Julli, and looked into her eye’s. They were a dull grey, and were missing the hint’s of green that I loved. I didn’t like her like that, I had Danielle any way’s. I cared about her thêm like a younger sister. She took a deep breath and began to explain.
I took a deep breath, and began.
“ umm.. Well, I guessed bạn noticed the cut’s huh?” I asked. Avoiding his eye’s.
“ Julli, why are bạn cutting yourself?” he đã đưa ý kiến taking my hands in his. They were warm and soft.
“ Well, im about to tell bạn basically my whole life story. Please don’t say anything hoặc ask anything until im done ok?” I asked him looking him in the eye’s. He nodded and I began.
“ Well, I live in a foster home. I’ve been in foster care ever since I was 5. When I was 12, my family got into an accident. I was at Adi’s house when it happened so nothing happened to me. They were reared my a semi and the car flipped. My 4 năm old sister died on impact. My Mom, Dad and brother, died on the way to the hospital. I stayed with CPS that night and then put in foster care. bởi the age of 15 I had already been placed in like 7 different houses, but none that wanted to keep me. Then a few week’s after my 15th birthday, Bill and Marla took me in. Everything was ok, until like the 3rd week. That was when they began to hit me. At first it was because I would forget to do something but, then, it was just because they wanted to. Now, I get beaten almost everyday, for nothing. I guess not for nothing, because they leave me money and all. But the bad thing is, depending on how much they leave me , basically give an idea about how bad ill get it when they’re home. I started cutting myself, after I turned 16. They began to tell me, I was useless, worth nothing and ugly. I have been cutting since. I also, went through the whole anorexic stage. I have had a hard life, and don’t tell anyone anything. But that’s why I tình yêu Adi, she has stuck bởi me through it all. I still get nightmares at night she is the only one that I’ve told. I thought that I could never trust anyone, but with bạn it’s different. bạn remind me of my brother, and I think that is why I was ready to tell you, because I trust you. Please don’t tell the boy’s, not yet. And please don’t think of me any different.” I waited for his response. I had tears rolling steadily down my face. He was avoiding my eyes and he got up.
“Liam please don’t le-” he cut me off and pulled me into a tight hug.
“ Im so sorry that this had to happen, im so glad that bạn confided inme to tell me your secret. I wont tell anyone bạn don’t want me to.” he pulled away and wiped away some of my tears.
“thanks Liam. Can I ask bạn something?”
“what is it love?” he looked me in the eyes.
“ can I call bạn bro-be? hoặc lili? I used to give my brother nicknames, and I wanted to give bạn some…” I gave him my best cún yêu, con chó con dog eyes.
“ sure love” He đã đưa ý kiến as we began to walk back to the booth.
author's note: CONGRATS TO supergirl143!!! Zayn's new 'friend' Joslyn, is based off of her!!! thanx for giving me Joslyn!
p.s supergirl143, has a different color hair... but other wise, she just like Joslyn!!