its cloudy here right now...

i woke up this morning bởi the messages from my friends. They đã đưa ý kiến "its monwalker on tv now." So i turn on my tv,and yeah...i saw the full-spirit-young-sexy michael there.
but thers still a câu hỏi in my mind... "what happen?why they playing moonwalker on tv?"
then suddenly i realize.... yes,when i đã đưa ý kiến i powerless to stop the time,i really do.

so here we go,25th of june. officially a year....
*It does not feel like 1 year, feel thêm like 1 minute.

God gave us this Angel of a Man for 50 Glorious and âm nhạc filled years…to teach us strength, love, peace, genuine human compassion for all things living, and the fragility of of precious life.


Michael, how can i feel that you've gone when your always around me, hát in my ear, dancing up a storm in your videos, laughing and smiling at all time to share your bless. bạn just keep fooling me, diễn xuất like you're still here, when you're not. And then sometimes bạn stop tricking me, and it's real, bạn have gone. And it hurts. bạn were such a powerful force, bạn can't have been human, bạn were just something else. Superhuman. Well i congragulate bạn Michael Jackson, because even after a year, bạn still manage to fool me into thinking you're still here :). tình yêu bạn for always Mike.

I will always tình yêu and miss bạn but as life changes so does the grief and sadness - instead of the painful, đắng, cay đắng tears of last year, I will cherish a lifetime of memories and remember bạn as the greatest person in this world, and it gives me some happiness to know bạn are at peace and away from all the hate at last. bạn always were too good for this world. I promise your âm nhạc and your spirit will forever live within my heart.

bạn have danced in my eyes, u've sang in my heart, gave spirit in my life, u've loved and coulden't tình yêu anymore till bạn rested and the tình yêu comes back.

My deepest sympathy to all the những người hâm mộ who are going through the same, to the Jackson family and Michael's Những người bạn who knew him best and to his children who need to remember that their father was a wonderful, kind man. God bless you.



Michael ...

bạn will always be so truly special for so many reasons - your beautiful music, your gentle soul & pure heart, your compassion - in fact just simply for being wonderful you.

I was always a thinker, but bạn have made me think thêm deeply than I have ever done before. Loving bạn is like being held in an everlasting warm embrace.

bạn are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart.

♡♥tata