Talk about torture

I think so.

well im still in school so of course I still remember about all of them :)

i do totally i will never forget!!..lol!

...if i think hard enough....

Unfortunatly there are more that i'd like to forget then remember! :(

lol ^^ would love to be able to forget them completely *erases* My bf is great, I am so happy with him that thinking about those little stupid mistakes doesnt hurt =)

0 lovers, 19 crushes, 4 admires and 0 dates

In all honesty~ I used to keep a list or write down the names of more serious boyfriends. Those I knew. I knew most l& all boyfriends. I remembered first & last names, but those others that were briefer became too hard to remember after awhile. Some lovers did not last. I could remember crushes, many, from the time I was little, and yet sadly, I could not say all admirers :(=_=) Memory becomes random & of no control. I have better long term memory. yet I cannot remember at all the two blonde-haired German boys that my mom says I played with that lived across the street-either! That bugs me. I cannot recall anything! If I was younger, I would remember more & have a shorter list. I went through a period of purely dating a lot, and I have since gone through periods of relationships & no relationships. So not so much, but some.