The eyes of an angel
were shown to me today
Chills ran down my arms
Not knowing what to say
Behind those beautiful eyes
Lies the most lovely soul
So warm and so passionate
But not everyone knows
She made me feel special
Sweetly leading me inside
A place were our souls meet
Hearts open as we confide
Modestly she doesn't know
My tim, trái tim she has stolen
Makes me soar when I'm down
Warms me when I am frozen
Those eyes shine brightly
Brilliant light in dark skies
I sit and stare motionless
In her sweet Angel eyes
were shown to me today
Chills ran down my arms
Not knowing what to say
Behind those beautiful eyes
Lies the most lovely soul
So warm and so passionate
But not everyone knows
She made me feel special
Sweetly leading me inside
A place were our souls meet
Hearts open as we confide
Modestly she doesn't know
My tim, trái tim she has stolen
Makes me soar when I'm down
Warms me when I am frozen
Those eyes shine brightly
Brilliant light in dark skies
I sit and stare motionless
In her sweet Angel eyes
I Have Mất tích Both Of my Những người bạn i have no thêm Những người bạn i have to keep care of my self now! Why couldnt of i Died bởi the Car n not my two freinds trying to save me, why must they of Died Now i Am Getting Picked on 24/7 beucase I am unpopular n now i have no freinds someone help me out here plz! i need someone to hug me hoặc something i have no Những người bạn no family i live alone in my house now! Someone Just someone tell me it will be ok! plz i need help i just need help becuase well i lsot everything the rich kid found were i live the jocks now come to my house and bet me up just plz someone help! I have brusies everywhere on my my whole area chest hurt n well i was gang banged bởi the jocks Just help me! I need to hug someone I im losing it i almost killed my self i cut the words Someone Hug Me! on my wrist i just need help *crys* i just need help*crys more*anyone who is đọc this help me plz i have a bad life now! just plz someone help me!
A moment feels like a lifetime
when I'm so far away.
I can feel my body ache for you
as the morning melts into day.
The lights on the dashboard illuminate
the face, the smooth skin.
The streetlights cast a shadow
on the hình ảnh that could have been.
I sit and crave and need,
as time becomes nothing but numbers
and I feel your touch in my silent slumbers.
The want, the temptation,
the absolute need to satisfy the addiction,
the constant reminder of your sweetness;
it can chịu, gấu to description.
Too perfect for words,
too beyond compare.
How do bạn expect me to breathe
when you've stolen my air?
Try to give me a good reason
why I shouldn't want you.
I miss you, no, you've got it all wrong.
I'm lost, and I'm aching with you.
when I'm so far away.
I can feel my body ache for you
as the morning melts into day.
The lights on the dashboard illuminate
the face, the smooth skin.
The streetlights cast a shadow
on the hình ảnh that could have been.
I sit and crave and need,
as time becomes nothing but numbers
and I feel your touch in my silent slumbers.
The want, the temptation,
the absolute need to satisfy the addiction,
the constant reminder of your sweetness;
it can chịu, gấu to description.
Too perfect for words,
too beyond compare.
How do bạn expect me to breathe
when you've stolen my air?
Try to give me a good reason
why I shouldn't want you.
I miss you, no, you've got it all wrong.
I'm lost, and I'm aching with you.
I was walking in school and the jocks punks and được ưa chuộng kids start to bet me up so I was late to class fuck those jocks, được ưa chuộng kids(in my school)well as I was saying every passing period I was late for class becuase of them and I dont want to kill them(I dont hiển thị how strong I am)so now I have ASD(something I never had)and I have to sit near a "ass-hole" a.k.a a jock in ASD and I going to be pick on bởi him i now that for a fact but even worse its the quaterback of the football team ima ask the woman in ASD if I can have a better spot but I now she I going to say no and well after I got out of school I was pulled back in(by force) and was picked on once thêm so whwen my parnets came I was all hurt(bleeding down my arm a huge scar on my face and a few punchs in the chest)I was about to cough up blood but I didnt and I still dont now what to do
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bạn may wonder, why i get so afraid
it's only because i know i'm not perfect.
and when i can't seem to ease my worry
it's because i am in need.
i don't know how to poetically,
puts this all into words
but i am afraid of losing you,
your the reason i am alive
if bạn wonder why i freak out,
get close to maybe panicking..
it's because without you,
i am nothing, just an empty shell.
when i frustrate you,
i don't get mad at anyone but myself..
bc i can't mess up..and lose bạn
bạn are the smile on my face
the speed in my pace.
the air that i breathe..
you're everything to me..
i know that bạn tình yêu me,
i have never doubted that at all
but i'm always afraid..
because i know i'm not perfect
and it scares me to know
i could lose it all..
i need bạn
i tình yêu bạn
bạn are my life.
it's only because i know i'm not perfect.
and when i can't seem to ease my worry
it's because i am in need.
i don't know how to poetically,
puts this all into words
but i am afraid of losing you,
your the reason i am alive
if bạn wonder why i freak out,
get close to maybe panicking..
it's because without you,
i am nothing, just an empty shell.
when i frustrate you,
i don't get mad at anyone but myself..
bc i can't mess up..and lose bạn
bạn are the smile on my face
the speed in my pace.
the air that i breathe..
you're everything to me..
i know that bạn tình yêu me,
i have never doubted that at all
but i'm always afraid..
because i know i'm not perfect
and it scares me to know
i could lose it all..
i need bạn
i tình yêu bạn
bạn are my life.
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Well yes I was still GOTH every kid in my school loved me and did almost everything I did, which was great intill this new kid came and starting bribeing my "fans" and now he is the được ưa chuộng and he bribed the jocks and other được ưa chuộng kids to bet me up everytime I come in school in passing periods and after school and I really hate it so ive been saveing up money(not to bribe but for something else bạn will now what it is on "about my life part 4"but I highly doute it will last a week before he starts to bribe again and where I get bet up again
Well i was once a được ưa chuộng kid in school but now senice the rich kid showed up and bribed People to call me a He-She becuase im a Girl with small boobs and he bribed the jocks and được ưa chuộng kids to bet me up my life Sucks now my Những người bạn are now enemys And i cant keep a something Persionl to a kid at my school with out them Saying it to the other kids i sit in the back of every class I have all A's but my life Still sucks and i dont now how much longer i can take this the jocks push me around like im a toothpick(beucase i dont wnat to cú đấm them to hard hoặc they might cry)so i let them push me around but they will be sorry one ngày i will be the one that is better then them.
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When I think of you,
my tim, trái tim smiles.
Then I realize
I havent felt like this in a while.
When I think of you,
my tim, trái tim beats fast
and this feeling
I know will last.
When I think of you,
I think of that last kiss.
I guess that is
really what I miss.
When I think of you,
I imagine our time together.
When we were together
nothing else mattered.
When I think of you,
I imagine bạn in my arms
and that you're waiting for me.
Waiting to make me feel an toàn, két an toàn and warm.
bạn đã đưa ý kiến when bạn think of me,
bạn know bởi my side
is where bạn want to be
for the rest of your life.
when bạn think of me,
i hope bạn me miss me.
i hope bạn tình yêu me.
When bạn think of me,
bạn think of
my gentle touch
and how bạn can't get enough.
When bạn think of me,
I hope bạn think of the girl I was
instead of who I appear to be.
I hope bạn think of me.
my tim, trái tim smiles.
Then I realize
I havent felt like this in a while.
When I think of you,
my tim, trái tim beats fast
and this feeling
I know will last.
When I think of you,
I think of that last kiss.
I guess that is
really what I miss.
When I think of you,
I imagine our time together.
When we were together
nothing else mattered.
When I think of you,
I imagine bạn in my arms
and that you're waiting for me.
Waiting to make me feel an toàn, két an toàn and warm.
bạn đã đưa ý kiến when bạn think of me,
bạn know bởi my side
is where bạn want to be
for the rest of your life.
when bạn think of me,
i hope bạn me miss me.
i hope bạn tình yêu me.
When bạn think of me,
bạn think of
my gentle touch
and how bạn can't get enough.
When bạn think of me,
I hope bạn think of the girl I was
instead of who I appear to be.
I hope bạn think of me.
Your hands make me tingle
Your touch is divine
Your lips make good shapes
When attached to mine
Your legs give me Goosebumps
Touching mine in bed
bạn arms bọc around me
No words need be said
Your fingers delight me
Those nails on my skin
Your hair sometimes tickles
And warms me within
Your bum feels so perfect
When laying as spoons
My cock fits so nicely
Between those half moons
Your body’s getting smaller
Not too small I pray
I like it's proportions
It's movement and sway
Your Tongue is divine
And gives me such pleasure
What your body gives
Is impossible to measure
But my darling I state
Of all these body parts
The one that is precious
Is your bottomless heart.
Your touch is divine
Your lips make good shapes
When attached to mine
Your legs give me Goosebumps
Touching mine in bed
bạn arms bọc around me
No words need be said
Your fingers delight me
Those nails on my skin
Your hair sometimes tickles
And warms me within
Your bum feels so perfect
When laying as spoons
My cock fits so nicely
Between those half moons
Your body’s getting smaller
Not too small I pray
I like it's proportions
It's movement and sway
Your Tongue is divine
And gives me such pleasure
What your body gives
Is impossible to measure
But my darling I state
Of all these body parts
The one that is precious
Is your bottomless heart.
Well as bạn can see it is the late summer n i havent made any Những người bạn still becuase i am a freak i have meet someone with abvise parents could use some help n i could use some help still but no one has been helping me becuase they think i am mean n other stuff i have thought of suidiced n well people dont care about me so i might jusst quit doing this aobut my life n end it all for once. If I dont stop I means i have found someone that cares about me, So Wish me luck on friending someone n not kill myself
well i still cant get over theres death n well now i really am made fun of badly! becuase im not được ưa chuộng n all that n the newest reason is beucase i have no Những người bạn with me so i just want to be loved n wanted to be left alone that is very werid i know but i just want both! i need help bady n well ill make another part of my like called "life in the asylum" dammit i cant get there deaths off my mind someone help! i just want love!*look at hand*just someone love/help me plz*crys* i cant stop crying either just someone tell me it will be ok in my life tell me i can do better then this just someone help me with my life! i cant tak it longer no noe will wnat me beucase i was in a asylum!
well he still hasnt found out but we have a new school so we are up 24 7 most of the time now so i wont be on as much as i did, we started out as unpopular kids in the new school but we gained it so we are được ưa chuộng kids in that school so we dont care about the rich kid anymore n hell i dont care for the name He-she a little but i still hate the name Anyway The jocks still bet us up i have a few new scars on me thêm hits in my chest one of them hit my boob n it hurts like hell!so ya i wont be on alot anymorethis is Nyteshade Miller Signing out.
I just found out that I have a sceret about myself and only some people now about it and well I can't have ture tình yêu and Những người bạn hoặc family I have to watch over me self I am part demon and human i can onyl be a 16 năm old girl and im a 29 năm old blood goddess i am not lieing its very werid and i think i have powers so ive been keeping low and my two friend I found out something about them they are also demons so we have something in common so we all have been keeping a low thông tin các nhân and now the rich kid wants to now why we are not trying to to a scam to be được ưa chuộng once more