A Million tình yêu Songs Later
A/N: Hey. Okay so this is my last chapter for a while anyway. My exams start on Monday. I'm just super nervous but as long as I'm prepared everything should be fine. And also I don't know what happened last week but I only got one comment. Okay I guess people just can't be asked reviewing these days, but one? Needless to say I was a bit reluctant in nghề viết văn this chapter but I had an giờ off from revising so I decided to write it anyway.
So please if bạn read just take like two phút to write me a review. bạn don't know how much I appreciate it. Really thank bạn if bạn do review. Hope bạn enjoy this chapter. It's mainly the repercussions of Nate finding out about Chuck and Blair five years ago. Thanks again for đọc xoxo
Chapter 11: Mất tích love
The clock chimed midnight Blair had fallen asleep on the đi văng with a box of tissues and a bức ảnh of the ex-happy couple that would never be again. Blair was feeling lower than she had ever felt before she hadn't felt like this even with Chuck.
This feeling was worse.
She had Mất tích the tình yêu of her life. Again.
But this time it was worse because it shouldn't be happening, Chuck and Blair were the past and it was one last time, it was nothing.
Nate shouldn't even be diễn xuất this angry. They weren't even together. He was overeating to the news. It shouldn't bother him like this. She thought she had nothing to apologize for that was her life then and Nate should not be putting her in this position, he should not be making her feel this way. He should of just laughed about it, thought it was just water under the bridge. But no nothing like that. For the moment she would just have to wait for him to make the first move, if he ever would that is.
Just as the clock chimed for the twelfth time Blair's eyes widened and opened. She thought Nate was back but no she was still alone. At a time like this she needed her Những người bạn around. She needed Serena.
But it was midnight Serena would probably be a party hoặc something like that but this time Blair needed Serena like never before she had no one else to turn too.
She picked up her phone and began dialling.
“Serena?”
“Blair? That you?”
“Yeah are bạn busy right now?”
“Well I...”
“I mean if you're at some wild party hoặc something it doesn't matter bạn stay...”
“Blair I'm at trang chủ in giường watching Desperate Housewives that's as wild as I get. What is it?”
The tears began to fall down Blair's cheeks and Serena knew that her friend needed her. “B? What is it?”
“I just really need someone right now and you're my best friend. Can I come over?”
“Of course bạn can just tell me what's happened”
Blair decided to wait to tell Serena about what had happened that evening. She packed an overnight bag, she thought after explaining to Serena her news she wouldn't be going home.
Blair made her way to the elevator even those few steps brought tears to her eyes. She remembered that night she and Nate had spent with Dan and Katie and she was so tipsy Nate had to carry her in a căn nguyên, cái nôi up to the apartment. It wasn't all clear but she remembered he had đã đưa ý kiến something to her when he lay her to sleep on the bed, if only she could remember what he had said.
_ _ _
Two Months earlier.
That was the last time Blair was having that much wine. She really could not handle her drink at all. She was a hopeless drunk. But at least she was his hopeless drunk.
After she had jumped into his arms on out in the đường phố, street and had whispered to him the three magic words, “I tình yêu bạn Nate”. He could not help but count his blessings.
“I tình yêu bạn Blair thêm than you'll ever know. Can bạn hear me?”
“Mm Hmm of course I can”
He just smiled down at her he placed his palm on her beautiful, perfect face just as he placed a blanket on her, just as he did he noticed what chuỗi hạt, chuỗi hạt cườm she had chosen to wear that evening. It was the Erickson Beamon Necklace.
From Chuck.
Nate hadn't really thought about Nate for some time, a năm cách đây on Blair's birthday was the time he thought about Chuck âm bass, tiếng bass, bass and not bởi choice bởi force.
If Chuck hadn't of sent that gift all of Nate's insecurities would have vanished.
Blair had almost defiantly fallen asleep bởi now. Nate was still sitting beside her gazing down at the necklace.
“I thought I'd Mất tích bạn bạn know, I know that bạn didn't want to come back and I know why. Chuck. bạn loved him right, I know bạn did and all I can do is hope that bạn don't anymore because I couldn't take losing bạn again to him, And I hope if bạn ever find out what I did you'll understand I only did it because I tình yêu bạn and I didn't want bạn to fall for him again”
The emotion was flowing down his cheek. He was always able to keep a hold of his emotions but tonight something had triggered him to let them all out.
“I tình yêu bạn my beautiful Blair always have, always will”
“Goodnight sweetie”
Nate đã đưa ý kiến kissing her goodnight on the forehead.
For now she was his sleeping beauty until she woke up and she would be the devil herself she was always the same with a hangover.
_ _ _
Present time.
If only Blair could remember.
She finally arrived at Serena's apartment. On the journey there she was on the uneasy side travelling in a yellow cab at midnight through New York City, there were safer things to do but it could be worse she could of taken the subway.
As soon as Blair arrived and Serena greeted her at the door. Blair fell down to the floor in tears as Serena held around her friend and brought her into the apartment.
After hours of talking and crying and cheering up, things still weren't getting any better.
“Serena what am I going to do? Nate is so mad at me”
“Well I get where he's coming from but come on he wasn't even with bạn then”
Serena đã đưa ý kiến pouring each of them a cup of coffee, the needed something to keep them awake.
“That's what I đã đưa ý kiến and he just got madder”
Serena sighed speechless. “I don't know what to do”
That is what summed it up for Blair she didn't know what to do. It was all taking over. If Nate wouldn't forgive her, what was she to do with her life. But after that thought placed itself in her mind she pushed it straight out again she couldn't think that way. She would have to remain positive and think of the future the good times they were still to have.
_ _ _
The tiếp theo morning Blair had returned trang chủ and Serena tracked down Nathaniel Archibald. After hours of searching around the city she finally got some luck and discovered he was at the Marriott Times Square.
Serena banged on the door. She shouted out to him but no response. Finally after Serena had spent the tiếp theo ten phút hát outside the door he finally gave in and let her in. Any thêm from Serena hát and it would have brought the hotel down.
“What the hell is wrong with you?”
She yelled pushing her way past him and taking the glass of whiskey from him as she entered the room.
“Serena. Blair send you?”
“Yes, I know how bạn feel Nate but don't bạn think you're overreacting a little”
“No. She cheated on him and what's to stop her doing it again”
“The fact that she loves you”
“She did tình yêu Mark what does that tell you?”
He đã đưa ý kiến taking the drink back off Serena.
“Oh my God get over it okay. Yes Chuck and Blair happened. She loved him, yes. But she loves you. Not him”
He looked like a broken man. Serena knew it was going to take a while to get these two back together.
At exactly the same time just across town at Blair's apartment she was getting a visitor too, but not the one she wanted.
“What the hell do bạn want?”
“Serena told me what happened”
He đã đưa ý kiến pushing his way into the apartment without even asking. Blair rolled her eyes and shut the door behind him.
“What?! Why?”
She was confused, did Serena want to make things worse between her and Nate bởi sending Chuck around?
“Because she thought I should know what happened”
He đã đưa ý kiến taking the half empty bottle of wine off the bàn and placing it in the trash. He didn't want her drinking anymore. She might do herself some serious harm.
“Well it's nothing to do with you”
“That's hardly true is it? It's half my fault”
“No! It's all your fault”
It wasn't true. Blair didn't know what she was saying she knew it was all her fault. Chuck was just Chuck, her one true tình yêu once upon a time but not anymore and it was unfair of her to blame him.
“Oh that's taking it a little far Blair especially when your the one who found me all those years ago. I didn't come looking for you”
“Because I was trying to help you, what happened between us just happened. It was nothing. It meant nothing and now because of that I've Mất tích him”
That statement was true...Now. It wasn't at that time it wasn't true, that night was meaningful.
“I'm sorry. I really am”
Blair sat down on the đi văng placing her palms on her face trying to hold back the tears, Chuck sat beside her and took on of her hands and held onto it tightly.
“Yeah right. You've been telling me to put it off so go on pop the champagne you've got your wish. Nate hates me now I can be unhappy forever”
“I don't want bạn to be unhappy”
Blair pulled away from him and stood up.
“Of course bạn do. Nothing gives bạn thêm pleasure”
“That's so untrue. Nothing gives me thêm pleasure than to see bạn happy”
He tittered. He thought if she believed that then she obviously didn't know him at all.
“Then why have bạn been trying to stop me getting married?”
“Because...”
“Well?”
He paused for a second. Chuck needed to think over his answer.
“Because I know you're happy with Nate but I can't help but think bạn would be happier with... someone else”
She laughed.
“Like with who? You? Yeah right. We'd end up killing eachother Chuck”
“Maybe. But at least we'd tình yêu eachother”
Both stood silent for a few phút until Blair spoke up.
“Nate loves me”
Then Chuck spoke the truth that he and Blair knew was the pure truth.
“I'd tình yêu bạn for who bạn are, not something your not”
Just as the last word left his lips and Blair was about to answer him Serena barged through the door.
“Blair I just got...What are bạn doing here?”
Serena đã đưa ý kiến with that famous confused look on her face.
“I just wanted to see how Blair was doing”
“Oh right”
Serena responded still confused to why Chuck was there.
“Anyway how did he find out?”
Chuck asked.
“Humphrey”
Blair turned to him and đã đưa ý kiến with a little smirk.
“Well obviously”
Chuck laughed as if he should of known if anyone was going to put their foot in it, it would have been Dan.
“Dan covered for me in Yale. Mark knew I'd cheated and if he knew it was bạn he would have half killed bạn and Dan knew what I'd done so he đã đưa ý kiến I was with him”
“He did what?”
Serena shouted out not being able to hold back her shock. Dan and Blair had never been Những người bạn but what he had done for her was the nicest thing ever. Serena was so glad that Dan and Blair were finally friends.
“Yeah, and bạn wonder why I consider him one of my best friends?”
“Well not anymore I don't. Wow I never knew he had it in him”
“Yeah he's pretty great”
“See I told bạn he was”
Serena smiled quiet pleased with herself to say that she was always right. She fled to another room in the apartment to get a signal to call Nate.
“I think I better go. So you're okay aren't bạn Blair?”
She couldn't help but smile at his concern over her well being.
“As fine as I can be. Thank bạn for caring”
“Never stopped”
Those were his last words before he left the apartment. Blair's smile grew even bigger it meant the world to her to know that he cared like that.
_ _ _
He stood outside the apartment a tear breaking down onto his cheek. bướm in his stomach. He hadn't cried over Blair for years and now that he had confessed what he felt for her, he felt a weight had been lifted but really it was just adding to it, because now that Blair knew all he cared about was her happiness she would stay with Nate because no matter what he did Nate would always make her happier. All that was needed was for Nate to forgive her and a little, small part of Chuck was begging to God that Nate would turn his back on Blair.
TO BE CONTINUED...
A/N: I think I put to much dialogue in here but anyway I hope bạn liked it all the same. I worked my đít, mông, ass off to get this up tonight so please please leave me your reviews it means so much, các bình luận give me encouragements to write the tiếp theo chapter. Thanks for đọc xoxo
A/N: Hey. Okay so this is my last chapter for a while anyway. My exams start on Monday. I'm just super nervous but as long as I'm prepared everything should be fine. And also I don't know what happened last week but I only got one comment. Okay I guess people just can't be asked reviewing these days, but one? Needless to say I was a bit reluctant in nghề viết văn this chapter but I had an giờ off from revising so I decided to write it anyway.
So please if bạn read just take like two phút to write me a review. bạn don't know how much I appreciate it. Really thank bạn if bạn do review. Hope bạn enjoy this chapter. It's mainly the repercussions of Nate finding out about Chuck and Blair five years ago. Thanks again for đọc xoxo
Chapter 11: Mất tích love
The clock chimed midnight Blair had fallen asleep on the đi văng with a box of tissues and a bức ảnh of the ex-happy couple that would never be again. Blair was feeling lower than she had ever felt before she hadn't felt like this even with Chuck.
This feeling was worse.
She had Mất tích the tình yêu of her life. Again.
But this time it was worse because it shouldn't be happening, Chuck and Blair were the past and it was one last time, it was nothing.
Nate shouldn't even be diễn xuất this angry. They weren't even together. He was overeating to the news. It shouldn't bother him like this. She thought she had nothing to apologize for that was her life then and Nate should not be putting her in this position, he should not be making her feel this way. He should of just laughed about it, thought it was just water under the bridge. But no nothing like that. For the moment she would just have to wait for him to make the first move, if he ever would that is.
Just as the clock chimed for the twelfth time Blair's eyes widened and opened. She thought Nate was back but no she was still alone. At a time like this she needed her Những người bạn around. She needed Serena.
But it was midnight Serena would probably be a party hoặc something like that but this time Blair needed Serena like never before she had no one else to turn too.
She picked up her phone and began dialling.
“Serena?”
“Blair? That you?”
“Yeah are bạn busy right now?”
“Well I...”
“I mean if you're at some wild party hoặc something it doesn't matter bạn stay...”
“Blair I'm at trang chủ in giường watching Desperate Housewives that's as wild as I get. What is it?”
The tears began to fall down Blair's cheeks and Serena knew that her friend needed her. “B? What is it?”
“I just really need someone right now and you're my best friend. Can I come over?”
“Of course bạn can just tell me what's happened”
Blair decided to wait to tell Serena about what had happened that evening. She packed an overnight bag, she thought after explaining to Serena her news she wouldn't be going home.
Blair made her way to the elevator even those few steps brought tears to her eyes. She remembered that night she and Nate had spent with Dan and Katie and she was so tipsy Nate had to carry her in a căn nguyên, cái nôi up to the apartment. It wasn't all clear but she remembered he had đã đưa ý kiến something to her when he lay her to sleep on the bed, if only she could remember what he had said.
_ _ _
Two Months earlier.
That was the last time Blair was having that much wine. She really could not handle her drink at all. She was a hopeless drunk. But at least she was his hopeless drunk.
After she had jumped into his arms on out in the đường phố, street and had whispered to him the three magic words, “I tình yêu bạn Nate”. He could not help but count his blessings.
“I tình yêu bạn Blair thêm than you'll ever know. Can bạn hear me?”
“Mm Hmm of course I can”
He just smiled down at her he placed his palm on her beautiful, perfect face just as he placed a blanket on her, just as he did he noticed what chuỗi hạt, chuỗi hạt cườm she had chosen to wear that evening. It was the Erickson Beamon Necklace.
From Chuck.
Nate hadn't really thought about Nate for some time, a năm cách đây on Blair's birthday was the time he thought about Chuck âm bass, tiếng bass, bass and not bởi choice bởi force.
If Chuck hadn't of sent that gift all of Nate's insecurities would have vanished.
Blair had almost defiantly fallen asleep bởi now. Nate was still sitting beside her gazing down at the necklace.
“I thought I'd Mất tích bạn bạn know, I know that bạn didn't want to come back and I know why. Chuck. bạn loved him right, I know bạn did and all I can do is hope that bạn don't anymore because I couldn't take losing bạn again to him, And I hope if bạn ever find out what I did you'll understand I only did it because I tình yêu bạn and I didn't want bạn to fall for him again”
The emotion was flowing down his cheek. He was always able to keep a hold of his emotions but tonight something had triggered him to let them all out.
“I tình yêu bạn my beautiful Blair always have, always will”
“Goodnight sweetie”
Nate đã đưa ý kiến kissing her goodnight on the forehead.
For now she was his sleeping beauty until she woke up and she would be the devil herself she was always the same with a hangover.
_ _ _
Present time.
If only Blair could remember.
She finally arrived at Serena's apartment. On the journey there she was on the uneasy side travelling in a yellow cab at midnight through New York City, there were safer things to do but it could be worse she could of taken the subway.
As soon as Blair arrived and Serena greeted her at the door. Blair fell down to the floor in tears as Serena held around her friend and brought her into the apartment.
After hours of talking and crying and cheering up, things still weren't getting any better.
“Serena what am I going to do? Nate is so mad at me”
“Well I get where he's coming from but come on he wasn't even with bạn then”
Serena đã đưa ý kiến pouring each of them a cup of coffee, the needed something to keep them awake.
“That's what I đã đưa ý kiến and he just got madder”
Serena sighed speechless. “I don't know what to do”
That is what summed it up for Blair she didn't know what to do. It was all taking over. If Nate wouldn't forgive her, what was she to do with her life. But after that thought placed itself in her mind she pushed it straight out again she couldn't think that way. She would have to remain positive and think of the future the good times they were still to have.
_ _ _
The tiếp theo morning Blair had returned trang chủ and Serena tracked down Nathaniel Archibald. After hours of searching around the city she finally got some luck and discovered he was at the Marriott Times Square.
Serena banged on the door. She shouted out to him but no response. Finally after Serena had spent the tiếp theo ten phút hát outside the door he finally gave in and let her in. Any thêm from Serena hát and it would have brought the hotel down.
“What the hell is wrong with you?”
She yelled pushing her way past him and taking the glass of whiskey from him as she entered the room.
“Serena. Blair send you?”
“Yes, I know how bạn feel Nate but don't bạn think you're overreacting a little”
“No. She cheated on him and what's to stop her doing it again”
“The fact that she loves you”
“She did tình yêu Mark what does that tell you?”
He đã đưa ý kiến taking the drink back off Serena.
“Oh my God get over it okay. Yes Chuck and Blair happened. She loved him, yes. But she loves you. Not him”
He looked like a broken man. Serena knew it was going to take a while to get these two back together.
At exactly the same time just across town at Blair's apartment she was getting a visitor too, but not the one she wanted.
“What the hell do bạn want?”
“Serena told me what happened”
He đã đưa ý kiến pushing his way into the apartment without even asking. Blair rolled her eyes and shut the door behind him.
“What?! Why?”
She was confused, did Serena want to make things worse between her and Nate bởi sending Chuck around?
“Because she thought I should know what happened”
He đã đưa ý kiến taking the half empty bottle of wine off the bàn and placing it in the trash. He didn't want her drinking anymore. She might do herself some serious harm.
“Well it's nothing to do with you”
“That's hardly true is it? It's half my fault”
“No! It's all your fault”
It wasn't true. Blair didn't know what she was saying she knew it was all her fault. Chuck was just Chuck, her one true tình yêu once upon a time but not anymore and it was unfair of her to blame him.
“Oh that's taking it a little far Blair especially when your the one who found me all those years ago. I didn't come looking for you”
“Because I was trying to help you, what happened between us just happened. It was nothing. It meant nothing and now because of that I've Mất tích him”
That statement was true...Now. It wasn't at that time it wasn't true, that night was meaningful.
“I'm sorry. I really am”
Blair sat down on the đi văng placing her palms on her face trying to hold back the tears, Chuck sat beside her and took on of her hands and held onto it tightly.
“Yeah right. You've been telling me to put it off so go on pop the champagne you've got your wish. Nate hates me now I can be unhappy forever”
“I don't want bạn to be unhappy”
Blair pulled away from him and stood up.
“Of course bạn do. Nothing gives bạn thêm pleasure”
“That's so untrue. Nothing gives me thêm pleasure than to see bạn happy”
He tittered. He thought if she believed that then she obviously didn't know him at all.
“Then why have bạn been trying to stop me getting married?”
“Because...”
“Well?”
He paused for a second. Chuck needed to think over his answer.
“Because I know you're happy with Nate but I can't help but think bạn would be happier with... someone else”
She laughed.
“Like with who? You? Yeah right. We'd end up killing eachother Chuck”
“Maybe. But at least we'd tình yêu eachother”
Both stood silent for a few phút until Blair spoke up.
“Nate loves me”
Then Chuck spoke the truth that he and Blair knew was the pure truth.
“I'd tình yêu bạn for who bạn are, not something your not”
Just as the last word left his lips and Blair was about to answer him Serena barged through the door.
“Blair I just got...What are bạn doing here?”
Serena đã đưa ý kiến with that famous confused look on her face.
“I just wanted to see how Blair was doing”
“Oh right”
Serena responded still confused to why Chuck was there.
“Anyway how did he find out?”
Chuck asked.
“Humphrey”
Blair turned to him and đã đưa ý kiến with a little smirk.
“Well obviously”
Chuck laughed as if he should of known if anyone was going to put their foot in it, it would have been Dan.
“Dan covered for me in Yale. Mark knew I'd cheated and if he knew it was bạn he would have half killed bạn and Dan knew what I'd done so he đã đưa ý kiến I was with him”
“He did what?”
Serena shouted out not being able to hold back her shock. Dan and Blair had never been Những người bạn but what he had done for her was the nicest thing ever. Serena was so glad that Dan and Blair were finally friends.
“Yeah, and bạn wonder why I consider him one of my best friends?”
“Well not anymore I don't. Wow I never knew he had it in him”
“Yeah he's pretty great”
“See I told bạn he was”
Serena smiled quiet pleased with herself to say that she was always right. She fled to another room in the apartment to get a signal to call Nate.
“I think I better go. So you're okay aren't bạn Blair?”
She couldn't help but smile at his concern over her well being.
“As fine as I can be. Thank bạn for caring”
“Never stopped”
Those were his last words before he left the apartment. Blair's smile grew even bigger it meant the world to her to know that he cared like that.
_ _ _
He stood outside the apartment a tear breaking down onto his cheek. bướm in his stomach. He hadn't cried over Blair for years and now that he had confessed what he felt for her, he felt a weight had been lifted but really it was just adding to it, because now that Blair knew all he cared about was her happiness she would stay with Nate because no matter what he did Nate would always make her happier. All that was needed was for Nate to forgive her and a little, small part of Chuck was begging to God that Nate would turn his back on Blair.
TO BE CONTINUED...
A/N: I think I put to much dialogue in here but anyway I hope bạn liked it all the same. I worked my đít, mông, ass off to get this up tonight so please please leave me your reviews it means so much, các bình luận give me encouragements to write the tiếp theo chapter. Thanks for đọc xoxo
Soo Far its great hiển thị and its like The Oc in way but not all the way. It does have drama lil it the show. I like Sernea better then Blair. Its stupid how Blair does that to Sernea all she wants is to stop living in the past and live in the future. If u ask me Blair is being little childlsih about all that. I get that she can be mad that Sernea slept with her boyfriend and Sernea never told Bliar andjust took off like that. Bliar did have right to know but now I think Blair and them might be Những người bạn again who knows we just have to watch the hiển thị tommrrow see what happends between them and their friendship!! Well that whats i think how it is soo far!!
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