It gives me strength to have somebody to fight for; I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill.
I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.
I still own my heart, which I know because it hurts so much.
Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors...
Spices and and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat...
What then was âm nhạc created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, hoặc the voices within ourselves?
I think I know.
And falling's just another way to fly.
I'm not stupid. I know exactly what's going on, and I'm not fighting it. If I have to go through this, I will glean from it any small benefit I can receive. I will not fight this. Bring it on. Bring on the cure. Bring on the fucking happy. I'm committed.
Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once bạn hear the screaming, it never stops.
I am my heart’s undertaker. Daily I go and retrieve its tattered remains, place them delicately into its little coffin, and bury it in the depths of my memory, only to have to do it all again tomorrow.
Oh, and I certainly don't suffer from schizophrenia. I quite enjoy it. And so do I.
And, what's more, this 'precious' body, the very same that is hooted and honked at, demeaned both in daily life as well as in ever existing form of media, harrassed, molested, raped, and, if all that wasn't enough, is forever poked and prodded and weighed and constantly wrong for eating too much, eating too little, a million details which all point to the solitary girl, to EVERY solitary girl, and say: Destroy yourself.
It is not seen as insane when a fighter, under an attack that will inevitable lead to his death, chooses to take his own life first. In fact, this act has been encouraged for centuries, and is accepted even now as an honorable reason to do the deed. How is it any different when bạn are under attack bởi your own mind?
I can explain myself: If bạn want to be safe, walk in the middle of the street. I’m not joking. You’ve been told to look both ways before crossing the street, and the sidewalk is your friend, right? Wrong. I’ve spent years walking sidewalks at night. I’ve looked around me when it was dark, when there were men following me, creeping out of alleyways, attempting to goad me into speaking to them and shouting obscenities at me when I wouldn’t, and I suddenly realised that the only place left to go was the middle of street. But why would I risk it? Because the odds are in my favour. In the States, someone is killed in a car accident on average every 12.5 minutes, while someone is raped on average every 2.5 minutes. Even when factoring in that, one, I am generously including ALL car-related accidents and not just those involving accidents, and two, that the vast majorities of rapes still go unreported […] And, thus, this is now the way I live my life: out in the open, in the middle of everything, because the middle of the đường phố, street is actually the safest place to walk
If leeches ate peaches instead of my blood, then I would be free to drink trà in the mud!
Women who focus on style over substance usually find themselves in a big fucking hole, with other men who want to fuck the hole. Oh so smooth, and none sophistacted. Because, bạn know, how sophisticated can hole-fucking really be
I smile to myself knowing that they may be dead.
History written in pencil is easily erased, but crayon is forever.
If that happens again someone's gonna get shot.... with an Mũi tên xanh of love!
I feel as though, if I were to extend my hand just a little toward the pool where the ideas ferment, I could grab at the idea and pull it out of the pool and onto the floor where ideas must stand before the jury of the brain. There, it must present itself, still from the pool, and a bit shivery because new ideas are not được trao a towel to dry off with, towels being reserved for proven theories; new ideas are simply pulled and stood up, and asked to explain themselves - not a very pleasant thing really, which is why so many people go into the room where the pool is. The exercise is exhausting not to mention a bit difficult to watch, if bạn are at all a sympathetic creature. What was my idea, anyways?
Hey, look at me! Look at me! Look at me! And...look at me. Will he think I'm sexy enough? Will he find me wholesome enough? Am I fuckable? Is he allergic to feathers?!
EA: Is it the smoke that smells like vanilla?
Audience: Yeah.
EA: Yeah, they do that to mask the chemicals that are actually killing you.
Shakespeare; the only man I'd ever love...
Simply put, if bạn are a Wayward Victorian Girl, I'll find you.
We had people fainting during the last tour, but I'm aiming for people to actually drop dead at this one.
I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.
I still own my heart, which I know because it hurts so much.
Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors...
Spices and and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat...
What then was âm nhạc created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, hoặc the voices within ourselves?
I think I know.
And falling's just another way to fly.
I'm not stupid. I know exactly what's going on, and I'm not fighting it. If I have to go through this, I will glean from it any small benefit I can receive. I will not fight this. Bring it on. Bring on the cure. Bring on the fucking happy. I'm committed.
Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once bạn hear the screaming, it never stops.
I am my heart’s undertaker. Daily I go and retrieve its tattered remains, place them delicately into its little coffin, and bury it in the depths of my memory, only to have to do it all again tomorrow.
Oh, and I certainly don't suffer from schizophrenia. I quite enjoy it. And so do I.
And, what's more, this 'precious' body, the very same that is hooted and honked at, demeaned both in daily life as well as in ever existing form of media, harrassed, molested, raped, and, if all that wasn't enough, is forever poked and prodded and weighed and constantly wrong for eating too much, eating too little, a million details which all point to the solitary girl, to EVERY solitary girl, and say: Destroy yourself.
It is not seen as insane when a fighter, under an attack that will inevitable lead to his death, chooses to take his own life first. In fact, this act has been encouraged for centuries, and is accepted even now as an honorable reason to do the deed. How is it any different when bạn are under attack bởi your own mind?
I can explain myself: If bạn want to be safe, walk in the middle of the street. I’m not joking. You’ve been told to look both ways before crossing the street, and the sidewalk is your friend, right? Wrong. I’ve spent years walking sidewalks at night. I’ve looked around me when it was dark, when there were men following me, creeping out of alleyways, attempting to goad me into speaking to them and shouting obscenities at me when I wouldn’t, and I suddenly realised that the only place left to go was the middle of street. But why would I risk it? Because the odds are in my favour. In the States, someone is killed in a car accident on average every 12.5 minutes, while someone is raped on average every 2.5 minutes. Even when factoring in that, one, I am generously including ALL car-related accidents and not just those involving accidents, and two, that the vast majorities of rapes still go unreported […] And, thus, this is now the way I live my life: out in the open, in the middle of everything, because the middle of the đường phố, street is actually the safest place to walk
If leeches ate peaches instead of my blood, then I would be free to drink trà in the mud!
Women who focus on style over substance usually find themselves in a big fucking hole, with other men who want to fuck the hole. Oh so smooth, and none sophistacted. Because, bạn know, how sophisticated can hole-fucking really be
I smile to myself knowing that they may be dead.
History written in pencil is easily erased, but crayon is forever.
If that happens again someone's gonna get shot.... with an Mũi tên xanh of love!
I feel as though, if I were to extend my hand just a little toward the pool where the ideas ferment, I could grab at the idea and pull it out of the pool and onto the floor where ideas must stand before the jury of the brain. There, it must present itself, still from the pool, and a bit shivery because new ideas are not được trao a towel to dry off with, towels being reserved for proven theories; new ideas are simply pulled and stood up, and asked to explain themselves - not a very pleasant thing really, which is why so many people go into the room where the pool is. The exercise is exhausting not to mention a bit difficult to watch, if bạn are at all a sympathetic creature. What was my idea, anyways?
Hey, look at me! Look at me! Look at me! And...look at me. Will he think I'm sexy enough? Will he find me wholesome enough? Am I fuckable? Is he allergic to feathers?!
EA: Is it the smoke that smells like vanilla?
Audience: Yeah.
EA: Yeah, they do that to mask the chemicals that are actually killing you.
Shakespeare; the only man I'd ever love...
Simply put, if bạn are a Wayward Victorian Girl, I'll find you.
We had people fainting during the last tour, but I'm aiming for people to actually drop dead at this one.
Should bạn choose to accept it
Well, I hope that bạn do
This is your story
Should bạn choose to remember
Well, I hope that it’s true
I’ve finally a reason
To let it die, let it die
You’ve được trao me a reason
To let it die
Let it die
Like all the words irrelevant and clean
Like all the girls before me, have bạn seen
Somebody walking back from Hell on their own
Well, I hope that bạn do
Why are we talking
As if bạn didn’t know
Well, they know about you
I’ve finally a reason
To let it die, let it die
You’ve được trao me a reason
To let it die
Let it die
Like all the words irrelevant and strange
Like some ancient Prokofieff arrangement
This is your mission
Should bạn choose to accept it
Well, I hope that bạn do
This is your army
And they’re all right behind you
Yes, they’re all right with you
Let it die
Let it die
Let it die
Don’t need no crystal ball to tell me so
Whispering in the air
Hoping that my words find bạn somewhere
Even when I close my eyes
I’ll never recreate the time that flies
The consequence is hanging there
The sky will fall but I don’t care
Chorus:
Meet me beneath my balcony and say
No one but bạn could ever fill my night
Be the sunlight in my every day
Underneath my balcony I’ll say
No one but bạn could ever fill my night
Be the sunlight in my every day
Your tình yêu is haunting me
And all I want is thêm to set me free
Whispering in the air
Hoping that my words find bạn somewhere
Do bạn hear me call your name
I know we will never be the same
The consequence is hanging there
The sky will fall but I don’t care
Chorus
And if bạn can’t give it to me
I will cut bạn down
And I will run bạn through
With the dagger bạn sharpened
On my body and soul
Before bạn slit me in two
And then devoured me whole
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
And if bạn can’t pacify me
I will break your bones
bạn think I’m bluffing, just try me
I will never forget
The words bạn used to ensnare me
Till my dying day
You’ll suffer for this, I swear (I swear)
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
And I demand
bạn put my tim, trái tim back in my hand
And wipe it clean
From the mess bạn made of me
And I require
bạn make me free from this desire
And when bạn leave, I’d better be the innocent
I used to be
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
bạn think that you’ll get by
bạn will die
bạn will cry
When bạn think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul
bạn think that you’ll get by
bạn will die
bạn will cry
When bạn think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul
Just as I was walking by
My soul died
My tim, trái tim cried
When bạn think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul
So many times I ask myself
So many times I wonder why
So many times I ask myself
So many times I wonder why
bạn think that you’ll get by
bạn will die
bạn will die
When bạn think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
My eyes are hollow like my soul
My eyes are hollow like my soul
Hollow like my soul
bạn think that you’ll get by
bạn will die
bạn will cry
When bạn think that you’ll survive
Just don’t try
Run and hide
Run and hide
Run and hide