I ran back to our bedroom,crying hysterically.
I couldn't handle being all bởi myself!
How would bạn feel if your,
compainion,
best friend,
husband,
your rock,
left bạn all bởi yourself?
Someone bạn had depended on for years to,
protect you,
tình yêu you,
keep bạn happy,
take care of you,
could die in a spilt second?
How would bạn honestly feel?
I was angry,I was hurt I was betreyed.
And I blamed it on the baby.
If it wasn't here,he wouldn't have needed the money,thus meaning he wouldn't leave!
In fact,I would not get rid of this child,because Duncan wanted it anyways,I would just not feed it enough.
Yeah.Not feed it.
I would not throw up,I would keep it down to personally harass the child.
But my own child?
Could I really chịu, gấu to do that?
I could.And I would.
It was all my baby's fault.
"YOU SEE? bạn SEE WHAT bạn DID YOU....STUPID RUGRAT!"
I yelled angrily to the baby.
I suddenly felt a hunger pain Slash through my stomach.
"So it's war huh? Smart kid.Smart kid alright."
I đã đưa ý kiến to the little monster.
I sat down softly on the giường and cried quietly.I knew Duncan wouldn't want me to,but I didn't care.I was sad,and no one could change that.
I felt another hunger pain,which I brushed off plainly.I felt one that was even worse this time.But I managed to pretend it wasn't there.
The baby was hungry,but I would not give it food.
It was getting what it deserved.
I just laid down and took a nap,while the baby was trying to make me reject something from breakfast.I would not give in,and the baby was fighting me harder than ever.
But then I realized what I was doing was terribly cruel,and at One P.M gave in and đã đưa ý kiến I was sorry bởi giving it a huge lunch buffet.
I felt terrible about what I did,and I ate and ate obssesively to make it up to my baby.
What was I thinking?
Well,I wasn't right,I didn't have Duncan with me to make sure I wouldn't go completely crazy as I held the baby.
I still couldn't believe he had left me.
Then I heard a beeping from my cellphone.
I looked at the screen and it showed a text message.
"I miss bạn already princess.We've been busy getting to our training camp,and it's really hectic getting there."
It was a message from Duncan,along with a picture of a crowed airport with Duncan smiling on the side of it.I smiled,and started to cry harder.I hadn't stopped since he left.I replied,taking a picture where I tried to look happy,without tears shown on my face.
"I miss bạn too.It's hard thinking bạn won't be with me for months.....
Wow that airport must be terrible!Can bạn breathe?
Miss bạn SOOOOOO INCREDIBLY TERRIBLY.
XOXOXO Courtney"
I typed hoping the SOOOOO INCREDIBLYY part would make Duncan feel guilty.I almost immedietly got a response.
"I can tell you've been crying."
I read the message aloud,tears still falling from my eyes.
"I know bạn tình yêu me,but you're strong,and bạn don't need to depend on me babe.The girls are going to help you,and I wouldn't worry okay.
Ahhhh....crap....I'm crying so I can't send bạn a picture.
I miss bạn thêm than bạn know,I feel guilty enough."
Duncan was crying?
For me?
Noooo.....he was too macho.
"I'll prove it."
I read from the screen.
I saw a picture appear of Duncan,his face was soaked with tears.
"Why am I so emotionally attached to you?"
I read another message.
"Why?"
I replied simply.
"Because we tình yêu each other,and because we're always together.
Well,I guess not anymore.
OH WOW.....THIS STORY IS SO DANG DRAMATIC NO?
OH,BY THE WAY,SORRY FOR THE WAIT,I WAS ON VACAY AND DIDN'T HAVE ACESS TO A COMPUTER.
PS:ME IS nghề viết văn AN AWESOME NOVEL.
AS SOON AS I FINISH AND đăng lên IT,I'LL POST A SNEAK PEEK OKAY MY FISHY FRIENDS?
Hehe me a fishy.
WOULLD bạn LIKE TO BE A LEPRECHAUN?
I would.
I couldn't handle being all bởi myself!
How would bạn feel if your,
compainion,
best friend,
husband,
your rock,
left bạn all bởi yourself?
Someone bạn had depended on for years to,
protect you,
tình yêu you,
keep bạn happy,
take care of you,
could die in a spilt second?
How would bạn honestly feel?
I was angry,I was hurt I was betreyed.
And I blamed it on the baby.
If it wasn't here,he wouldn't have needed the money,thus meaning he wouldn't leave!
In fact,I would not get rid of this child,because Duncan wanted it anyways,I would just not feed it enough.
Yeah.Not feed it.
I would not throw up,I would keep it down to personally harass the child.
But my own child?
Could I really chịu, gấu to do that?
I could.And I would.
It was all my baby's fault.
"YOU SEE? bạn SEE WHAT bạn DID YOU....STUPID RUGRAT!"
I yelled angrily to the baby.
I suddenly felt a hunger pain Slash through my stomach.
"So it's war huh? Smart kid.Smart kid alright."
I đã đưa ý kiến to the little monster.
I sat down softly on the giường and cried quietly.I knew Duncan wouldn't want me to,but I didn't care.I was sad,and no one could change that.
I felt another hunger pain,which I brushed off plainly.I felt one that was even worse this time.But I managed to pretend it wasn't there.
The baby was hungry,but I would not give it food.
It was getting what it deserved.
I just laid down and took a nap,while the baby was trying to make me reject something from breakfast.I would not give in,and the baby was fighting me harder than ever.
But then I realized what I was doing was terribly cruel,and at One P.M gave in and đã đưa ý kiến I was sorry bởi giving it a huge lunch buffet.
I felt terrible about what I did,and I ate and ate obssesively to make it up to my baby.
What was I thinking?
Well,I wasn't right,I didn't have Duncan with me to make sure I wouldn't go completely crazy as I held the baby.
I still couldn't believe he had left me.
Then I heard a beeping from my cellphone.
I looked at the screen and it showed a text message.
"I miss bạn already princess.We've been busy getting to our training camp,and it's really hectic getting there."
It was a message from Duncan,along with a picture of a crowed airport with Duncan smiling on the side of it.I smiled,and started to cry harder.I hadn't stopped since he left.I replied,taking a picture where I tried to look happy,without tears shown on my face.
"I miss bạn too.It's hard thinking bạn won't be with me for months.....
Wow that airport must be terrible!Can bạn breathe?
Miss bạn SOOOOOO INCREDIBLY TERRIBLY.
XOXOXO Courtney"
I typed hoping the SOOOOO INCREDIBLYY part would make Duncan feel guilty.I almost immedietly got a response.
"I can tell you've been crying."
I read the message aloud,tears still falling from my eyes.
"I know bạn tình yêu me,but you're strong,and bạn don't need to depend on me babe.The girls are going to help you,and I wouldn't worry okay.
Ahhhh....crap....I'm crying so I can't send bạn a picture.
I miss bạn thêm than bạn know,I feel guilty enough."
Duncan was crying?
For me?
Noooo.....he was too macho.
"I'll prove it."
I read from the screen.
I saw a picture appear of Duncan,his face was soaked with tears.
"Why am I so emotionally attached to you?"
I read another message.
"Why?"
I replied simply.
"Because we tình yêu each other,and because we're always together.
Well,I guess not anymore.
OH WOW.....THIS STORY IS SO DANG DRAMATIC NO?
OH,BY THE WAY,SORRY FOR THE WAIT,I WAS ON VACAY AND DIDN'T HAVE ACESS TO A COMPUTER.
PS:ME IS nghề viết văn AN AWESOME NOVEL.
AS SOON AS I FINISH AND đăng lên IT,I'LL POST A SNEAK PEEK OKAY MY FISHY FRIENDS?
Hehe me a fishy.
WOULLD bạn LIKE TO BE A LEPRECHAUN?
I would.
6 hours later duncan was holing his two daghters crista jane payne who had brown hiar like her momma and casey tim, trái tim payne who look like her momma to courtney look at duncan smiled an went two sleep 2 years later duncan and courtney were sitting on thier giường rocking crista an casey to sleep when duncan lied casey on the giường than crista than courtney leaned over gave duncan a Kiss then thay to went giường thay tình yêu thier 2 girls
IF U WHAT ME TO WRIGHT STORIES BOUT THE PAYNE FAMILEY THEN TAIL ME AFTER YOUR COMMITTTE
IF U WHAT ME TO WRIGHT STORIES BOUT THE PAYNE FAMILEY THEN TAIL ME AFTER YOUR COMMITTTE
the nurse asked me wat I was naming the I decided on name the boy kevin and the girl Jordan
it was time for us to bring them trang chủ and then it was magical Duncan was holding kevin and I was holding Jordan I noticed how Duncan wasent being a badboy and I smirked he đã đưa ý kiến wat u smirk for I đã đưa ý kiến because ura great father yeah I am don't be boosting now LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại so we put them to sleep and then I went back to being a vegitarin and đã đưa ý kiến sorry to the anmals that I ate LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại Duncan grabbed my arm and đã đưa ý kiến she looks just like u and he gonna be my little bad đít, mông, ass to kevin uhh umm I đã đưa ý kiến no but he does look like u thought yeah im sexy I know Duncan đã đưa ý kiến LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại I laughed
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tiếp theo chapter will be good
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it was time for us to bring them trang chủ and then it was magical Duncan was holding kevin and I was holding Jordan I noticed how Duncan wasent being a badboy and I smirked he đã đưa ý kiến wat u smirk for I đã đưa ý kiến because ura great father yeah I am don't be boosting now LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại so we put them to sleep and then I went back to being a vegitarin and đã đưa ý kiến sorry to the anmals that I ate LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại Duncan grabbed my arm and đã đưa ý kiến she looks just like u and he gonna be my little bad đít, mông, ass to kevin uhh umm I đã đưa ý kiến no but he does look like u thought yeah im sexy I know Duncan đã đưa ý kiến LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại I laughed
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tiếp theo chapter will be good
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we woke this morning just seeing Geoff and Duncan staring at us brigette đã đưa ý kiến wats up with u to creepy clones -
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back to reality is gonna be a short one write here
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I was 9 months pregnant so the doctor told me I can have contractions anytime so I had to stay there after being there for 2 days I finally had contractions my husband Duncan never left my site
unless he was hungry hoặc something but u know
the doctor and nurse ran in sayin its time to push
they were screaming at me push push push
push push push ok good girl
ones out
keep pushing keep pushing keep pushing
the other came out I had to sighn their birth certificate
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see tiếp theo chapter for birth certificate
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back to reality is gonna be a short one write here
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I was 9 months pregnant so the doctor told me I can have contractions anytime so I had to stay there after being there for 2 days I finally had contractions my husband Duncan never left my site
unless he was hungry hoặc something but u know
the doctor and nurse ran in sayin its time to push
they were screaming at me push push push
push push push ok good girl
ones out
keep pushing keep pushing keep pushing
the other came out I had to sighn their birth certificate
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see tiếp theo chapter for birth certificate