I want a small dog update

So I found the PERFECT dog. I have been searching for weeks and I finally found it. The person shows all the signs of a reputable breeder, as chó go it isn't that expensive, the breeder is only a few phút away, and the dog is FREAKING ADORABLE! It looks like a raccoon! It is a pomeranian, người đào hoa and when it grows up it will be trái cam, màu da cam sable which is my yêu thích color for that breed. The dog is 1.2k and I can chip in the 700 dollars I have. I have done the math, the dog would eat a absolute maximum of 80 dollars of dog thực phẩm a year, I can groom it myself, i have made great progress in training strays that ended up at our house for a ngày before we found their owners so I could probably fairly easily potty train it and get it not to bark so much, and it would be very good for me. I would happily groom and train it myself, it could stay in my room, we already have all the supplies since a Những người bạn grandmothers dog died and we ended up with all of the toys, the bed, and the cổ áo for a small dog. The dog even comes with a health garuntee so if there are any genetic problems hoặc anything (luxaring ptella, tracheal collapse, etc) the breeder will cover it! I have done so much research and I want this dog so much! I have never wanted anything else thêm in my entire life. My family doesn't know this but to be honest I am very lonely, I only have 1 friend I ever really talk to and I only see them once every few weeks (I'm homeschooled and don't do many activities...) and I have had some problems with depression and anxiety, which they also don't know about. I am okay right now but it was very bad in the fall and winter. I feel like a dog could help with that in addition to the stress of school (I am 2 grades ahead in an online school for the gifted and my teachers are absolutely insane... seriously one of them thinks we can't judge Hitler. No joke.). I have done so much reasearch and want this so badly and have for over a năm now and all my dad says is "We don't need another dog."