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Dream Of My tình yêu So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
kissing and holding hands forever.

On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely

But they don't agree
This tình yêu is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken

But thêm dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see bạn someday


Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.

Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.

To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.

My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.

To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.

I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung bởi Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.

It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they đã đưa ý kiến they cared. I can't go back.

I can feel it coming. No Những người bạn tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.

Don't cry for me. you're too late. bạn hurt me. bạn blamed me everything. I can never go home.

I am lost. I will never go home.

I don’t think I could ever tình yêu someone like I loved you
bạn are my first and last tình yêu
bạn go I go
bạn stay I stay
And bạn might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way tình yêu is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
bạn will always find your self coming back.

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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So bạn can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains bạn can be my shelter.
I will tell bạn my feelings and bạn will tell me yours.
We can laugh and Kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
bạn can take me home
I will let bạn hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch bạn give me
I will be satisfied.

pain fills my tim, trái tim and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed bởi the hand and pulled out bởi a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb bởi limb, every string of my tim, trái tim played bởi the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, hoặc so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion bạn can't replace and I faced it everyday hoặc so for a năm and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my tim, trái tim and soul that bạn will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...

Black roses;
They became the hoa hồng that where once red,
They became this Black when my tim, trái tim bled,
They Represent my Sorrows,
They represent the path my tim, trái tim follows,
Black roses;
the symbol of my heart,
this is what it became, once i fell apart


Black roses,
there's a beauty hidden in this Darkened rose,
as it Stands innocently Maintaining its pose,
A beauty that Attracts those who have gone astray,
it frees them of thier hearts pain,
Black roses;
So beautiful bạn are,
Your as raidient as a shining star

Razor blade roses,
free me of your grip,
as your sharp ends are causing my skin to split,
Theres nothing like this pain,
but for this moment, i will let the blood rain,
the beauty pours from its core,
Spreading eagerly across its Petal covered floors,
Pain becomes pleasure,
As this rose is tempting me with its beauty,
free me from your grip,
and let the blades slip



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