"dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that bạn were real, that bạn all were , that he was.
There is evidence that bạn were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming hoặc not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and bạn diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, hoặc did i make bạn up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without bạn i dont know. But i want to find out. Do bạn think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for my sake that they can.
I know bạn wont read this, hoặc that fact that bạn havent even read one. they jsut get sent back to me, unread, failed, jsut like i know this one will to.
But i think this is the only thing that stops me from doing what i shouldn't do. what ever that is.
Charlie would say hi, if he knew anything. I've been so quite that me andcharlie no longer talk.
And jake. Well, he reminds me of you. Your friendship, your beauty, your loveliness. And the easiness to be normal around, someone i diddnt have to try,that i will never experience again.
But jake could never replace you.
school sucks, i think only bạn and him was my only exucuse to get up and out of giường for school.
i havent spoken to my mum in ages. she calls and calls and abuses dad. but i just cant. she will be too concerned and ask các câu hỏi that i dont want to answer hoặc just hear.
Well i tình yêu bạn alice. i have to make bữa tối, bữa ăn tối for charlie, in silence again..
talk to bạn in the tiếp theo few days. funny how i say that, when i wont."
tình yêu bella
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that bạn were real, that bạn all were , that he was.
There is evidence that bạn were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming hoặc not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and bạn diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, hoặc did i make bạn up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without bạn i dont know. But i want to find out. Do bạn think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for my sake that they can.
I know bạn wont read this, hoặc that fact that bạn havent even read one. they jsut get sent back to me, unread, failed, jsut like i know this one will to.
But i think this is the only thing that stops me from doing what i shouldn't do. what ever that is.
Charlie would say hi, if he knew anything. I've been so quite that me andcharlie no longer talk.
And jake. Well, he reminds me of you. Your friendship, your beauty, your loveliness. And the easiness to be normal around, someone i diddnt have to try,that i will never experience again.
But jake could never replace you.
school sucks, i think only bạn and him was my only exucuse to get up and out of giường for school.
i havent spoken to my mum in ages. she calls and calls and abuses dad. but i just cant. she will be too concerned and ask các câu hỏi that i dont want to answer hoặc just hear.
Well i tình yêu bạn alice. i have to make bữa tối, bữa ăn tối for charlie, in silence again..
talk to bạn in the tiếp theo few days. funny how i say that, when i wont."
tình yêu bella
