I was born
though i shouldn't be
I should have died
I would have died
but i didn't
It would have been better for me to die
and leave this world behind me
it's full of liars and fear
I nearly died twice
Why didn't I?
I would feel so much better now
I would never have been betrayed
bởi three guys
I would never have seen my mom
lying on the floor and trying to kill herself
I would never have heard my parents
having huge arguments everyday
I would never have known what it's like
to live without money
I would never have been the daydreamer
everybody makes fun of
But then I thought god would have mercy
he sent me one of his thiên thần
I thought he was meant to be my true love
and I was on đám mây nine
but now
this đám mây is breaking as well
and i fall through it
I'm in hell now
but I'm not dead
So I'm not happy
My tim, trái tim is nothing but a flesh wound
and if bạn touch it bạn fall into a deep hole
I'm a zombie living to die
Though i wanted to live for love
I still love
and that's why I'm hurt
I still can't let the Angel go
holding his wings
probably breaking them
but I don't mind
maybe it's selfish
but that's just me
and I will burn in hell
but I already do
I can't find a way out of this misery
I'm screaming for god
to kill me
and make me leave this mad world
though i shouldn't be
I should have died
I would have died
but i didn't
It would have been better for me to die
and leave this world behind me
it's full of liars and fear
I nearly died twice
Why didn't I?
I would feel so much better now
I would never have been betrayed
bởi three guys
I would never have seen my mom
lying on the floor and trying to kill herself
I would never have heard my parents
having huge arguments everyday
I would never have known what it's like
to live without money
I would never have been the daydreamer
everybody makes fun of
But then I thought god would have mercy
he sent me one of his thiên thần
I thought he was meant to be my true love
and I was on đám mây nine
but now
this đám mây is breaking as well
and i fall through it
I'm in hell now
but I'm not dead
So I'm not happy
My tim, trái tim is nothing but a flesh wound
and if bạn touch it bạn fall into a deep hole
I'm a zombie living to die
Though i wanted to live for love
I still love
and that's why I'm hurt
I still can't let the Angel go
holding his wings
probably breaking them
but I don't mind
maybe it's selfish
but that's just me
and I will burn in hell
but I already do
I can't find a way out of this misery
I'm screaming for god
to kill me
and make me leave this mad world